mufdivtwo — 11 years ago(July 13, 2014 12:05 PM)

I no longer Look to astrology for guidance etc etc but it has left an impression on me in that I still find myself wondering what month certain females were born in?
according to astrology I am a Pisces because my birthday falls on Feb 26.
and according to my knowledge of star-sign characteristics, Pisces They are said to be sensitive, compassionate, imaginative, adaptable, intuitive, idealistic, secretive, vulnerable.
I think I am all of the above and moreI'm also quite shy and Have a Tendency to worry when I should be calm.
I'm not sure if that is a Thing Pisces people Tend To be and Do?
a friend of mine who is a Pisces born on march 1, surprised me one Time when We were talking and I decided to open up to him about my Shyness and tendency To Worry allot.
and He said that he was the same and that surprised me because this is a person that appeared confident and was out going and friendly and quite popular socially and so when he admitted that he had a tendency to worry and feel nervous and resort to using alcohol to calm himself at times, that surprised me because I certainly didn't notice.
We got on fairly well and were close but I was more quiet and shy and so was known for that rather than being outgoing etc like my friend.
I'm still the same years later, I'm still shy and still have that habit of worrying and holding back due to a lack of self confidence.
not surprisingly I grew up feeling that this shyness etc would make finding a girlfriend difficult to say the least as I grew up.
to a certain extent I was right because it did make finding a girlfriend difficult especially when I would start worrying about how I look etc etc.
but as time passed I have gained more experience and have dated several womensome were water signs, and some Virgo and currently I'm developing a relationship with a taurean female and I'm finding that I feel uncomfortable with her.
she has that Taurean face which I realize I don't find attractive and her Characteristics as well are off putting To Me.
she is very demanding which I find irritating and she has a tendency to talk very much and because I am a quiet type I find that I begin feeling bored of hearing her going on and on.
and so I am starting to think about ending our relationship even though I know she will be very upset.
the fact is I don't find her attractive physically or characteristically.
a former partner who was a Pisces like me and born on Feb 27, I found not only physically more attractive but characteristically as well.
she had that incredibly attractive Pisces face
which Liz Taylor Had and it was well noticed by the Media and Helped her become one of the most Beautiful Actresses of all time.
and she obviously had no end of men that were attracted to her good looks.
Well my ex who sadly died in April was also very beautiful in my opinion and I felt very blessed that she was my girlfriend.
sadly my negative traits started to show and we began to fall apart and eventually she left me.
but we remained good close friends which I'm grateful for.
now I find myself wanting to find a female similar to my deceased piscean ex girlfriend.
with this current Taurus Women I don't feel at ease with her.
Unlike my Pisces ex, I don't feel a desire to kiss her or cuddle etc and can't wait to get away from her.
and so I'm interested in knowing what your own experiences are with females of all 12 star signs?
which in your experience and opinion were the most attractive and Why?
and what if anything did or do you find that is unappealing in terms of looks and characteristics?
I Think I will always be fascinated and in awe of females as long as I live but I'm not sure which one of the 12 star signs will I end up with in a long term relationship?
I know I don't want it to be with this Taurus women I'm currently involved with.
I Find her so unattractive in terms of Looks and Character.
and Although I know that no one is perfect and I have my faults etc
but I know I can't force myself to like someone that just makes me feel so uncomfortable as this woman does.
and the strange thing is she finds me so attractive in terms of looks and Character.
even though I can be unreliable and so I won't phone her when I said I would etc and that tests her patience but she still holds on no doubt hoping I'll gradually fall in love with her
but I can't see that ever happening and I don't want it to eithernot with her that is.
I would rather be with my ex who is sadly dead.
I found her much more attractive in so many ways unlike this woman.
anyway please share your thoughts and experiences.
Thanks.