wanna watch these episodes so bad, but i can't find them anywhere!((

I remember those episodes and recall thinking how ill she looked during her scenes. Her complexion had darken and the light was gone from her eyes. The actress who played the bar owner/ Callie's boss said that Michelle was a real trouper as It was apparent that she was not well yet she continued on.

She played Callie on Y&R. She had to stop playing her Myra character because it involved her moving around waaaaaaaaaaay too much. If you recall her character on FM was very active if not equally quirky to Steve's character.
Callie the character she played on Y&R was somewhat secluded and mysterious in the beginning, she was a singer. She didn't play that character long at all she passed away soon after.

The thing i don't get is if she knew she had cancer on Family Matters, how was she able to come on 'The young and the Restless'? because i remember coming on Y&R way after her leaving Family Matters.