Go wait by the border. A few dozen Carlos come around every day.
Religion is regarded by the common people as true, by the wise as false, and by rulers as useful.

I already found my Carlos. Im also blonde and screwed up like Nicole. lol

Thats true. u have to help yourself.
one great easy tip to a more exciting life- start saying "yes" more. and i dont mean to sex and drugs, but to going places and meeting people you wouldnt normally make the effort to do. I've lived this year by that phrase, and been to awesome parties, and caught up with old friends and had some good opportunities arise. its certainly not been boring, or without hot men!
good luck. i hope you start smiling soon.
p.s. i've been there, u can make things better, if only you want to.

I read your bio Sweetie, how is he's going to find you if you're stoned on the couch watching movies?? GO OUTSIDE and start living. You won't regret it.
Be good.

cheer up, emo kid.