Yes but I’d rather volunteer at a
Donkey Sanctuary ? Or maybe the shop is better don’t know
In the middle of this covid I just don’t see opportunities anymore but my biggest fear would be leaving my mum she is dead against me having my own place heck she say for me not to get a job cause I’m too Ill!?????

It would be scary at first but you have to start somewhere. Have you thought about volunteering at a charity shop? Maybe just a few hours one day a week to get used to having a job.

Thank you it’s just I would be worried if I did that though

Get a job and a house. I know it's what you don't wanna hear but at least you won't have time to cry or feel depressed. Makes a world of difference to your mood. Trust me.