‍️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 9 months ago(June 25, 2025 01:19 AM)

Maybe most all white kids?
My mom wasn't supposed to feel she had to work. It was only to be in the world socially, and it didn't used to require a degree. You could quit whenever you want, after you have accomplished being hired.
I was pressured my dad didn't deserve to get a great pay raise or "promotion."
Most kids if they didn't have money for certain things or a certain amount of kinds of things … were still negotiated with and could have their future.
Of course, any kid should be able to learn piano. They would just get a keyboard, if they really wanted to, eventually. More evidence is in group piano classes in high school, other things… I think anyone can even take it seriously. Kids can learn well, too. I know in my experience I saw at least one girl at one school whose hormones were very popping out.. She seemed more skilled and expressive than me or than I could be or rather would draw upon myself to be. I simply felt berated for not getting in sooner. My parents made such a big deal about what I did. I guess my problem was if they didn't give me what I wanted, I stopped wondering about it, since I wasn't alone in my room, with a table, like when I was like 7, 8, etc. I was wondering about dancing all the time, though, as a kid in the 90's… It was like I WANT to be a top artist classically painting scenes but also whatever else was floating around. Even Hollywood comes up. Me a big secret was that I said I was singing at 5. My parents didn't seem to understand, and at 9 I found out about private lessons in choir and was creep 'ed out. I even had to come back and ask my parents again at 7. My aunt got me some tapes at 6 my mom put on over and over, though, and I certainly noticed then. She acted like I didn't want to do it, but I told them at 5, specifically, "I want to sing." Maybe, he didn't "get it." My mom said to tell my dad. He was sitting at the kitchen table.
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