‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

After eating more spaghetti, the pangs went away more or pretty much not as bothersome. Maybe, next is a smoothie and make a mail meal kit. I have 1 week, or 7 days, to last with mail meal kits etc. I thought it'd be, like, 5.
I feel like I want to rest but keep waking up. I didn't want to wake up, went to the bathroom, and couldn't fall back asleep.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'm probably gonna do some cardio in awhile, but I'm eating.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'll have my vitamins, too.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I went out to see the apartment for a few hours by bus and didn't feel too hungry like I do at my desk.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

It also pinches when I eat but not enough.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I left a message in the office for maintenance to fix it and may have extra bulbs, but they weren't in when I called back..
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

My kitchen light is blinking, but I may have an extra extension chord if I want more light.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'm gonna go ahead and start cooking, then, and see if it helps, spaghetti and meatballs, and if I do it sooner than later, is pretty quick. If not, I'll have to stay up, as it's bad when I lie down, and eat something more nutritious later to fall asleep. I might be up all night, since it's the weekend.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'm feeling a little stiff and slightly "numb." It's getting better, as I do things, eat some walnuts, and drink cold water.
My dry, cracked hands got better some, too.
It's almost like the fat must be going away from all the walking, and I'm feeling all these pricks in my back, like pimples or diabetic nerve pain, sometimes. I'm getting ticklish, too. Well, it keeps coming back, some. I'm about to cook a fuller meal, hope these walnuts do the trick. I'd like to get some rest after I eat but just slept so much more than usual after a tiring trip to an apartment that I may just remain online and hopefully throw more things away even late tonight. A treat, the sooner the better it's done. I wonder how I'll go through my clothes. Of course, some/many are dirty, and I have some to put away, too.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

So, I had this taco thing and it went away and I slept well, this time. It was totally gone. I woke up not really hungry, and I felt a few, eventually, obviously sleeping more than usual could not fall back asleep after I used the bathroom.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

Well, I didn't have it as bad if I ate enough when I first got off medication.
I was too drugged in the mental hospital and nursing home without enough food and not so good food, apparently, as I found problems go away when I eat a little more very nutritious food as opposed to a lot of semi-nutritious meal food, like pastas.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'd always felt this tickle in me, but since prediabetes I've been on medication and not felt it.
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But will she listen?
My password is password

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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

Yea! and if I go to a shelter or home.
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I hope you can get it. If not you will get hungrier and hungrier no matter how much you eat until your body just gives out.
My password is password

‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I'm supposed to call the pharmacy because it was supposed to cover insulin, and I was gonna take it til my A1C lowers.
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You feel starved of nutrition because you literally are. Even though you are eating a large amount of food, it isn't being absorbed properly because you stopped taking insulin. Insulin is the body's way to transfer energy from food into your cells. When you don't get insulin it will cause your body to enter starvation mode. That's why you feel so hungry all the time. The only way to stop that feeling is to take diabetes medication and your insulin.
My password is password

‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

Sometimes, not too much especially, it'd be in the bottom of my feet.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

I also got it on my dried, cracked hands from washing them so much in the kitchen, cooking.
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‍️ Christina 1986-05-20

It started to get worse, one day recently, when I slept and dreamed of eating chocolate and woke up and had some remaining chocolate chip cookies and not too too much chocolate cake. I had wanted to go back to bed, though…
I'd, strangely, been walking briskly an hour a night, several nights in a row. I lost pounds, and you'd think it'd not be as bad. Apparently, I was starved of
nutrition
.
Sometimes, in bed, I could not sleep because the pangs kept coming and I could have eaten more. It might happen over and over, trying to sleep… Once, I noticed, it happened when I almost thought of something I liked. I haven't been able to think of it like I did before, again, strangely, and had thought it pretty good, before.
It's like a sharp needle or tickling.
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