Lying Down and Having to Get Up If
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 
— 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:05 PM)When I lie down, if I have too much sugar maybe earlier that day, if I'm hungry, or I'm worn from maybe a bit more exercise, what have you, I start to have things happen. Like, this time I felt pangs like say if you sucked in a muscle, but then muscles around it intelligently move or go crazy like wobble or vibrate like waves. It feels like fat is being sucked away, like I'll keep twitching until I either wake up or fall asleep. It happens when I lie down since my legs would not feel good staying still until I learned to keep them still eventually. I was a little hungry and got mad again after trying not to, like physically involved but not illegally. I start to feel my body processing like I'm burning fat. It goes fast. I get up and look much skinnier.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:09 PM)
Also, when I feel a little uncomfortable, everyone around me is channeling fear all around "in the end" / eventually. When I try to feel better, they try to point at me for the blame, when there's nothing else to discuss, not that it's any of their business.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:11 PM)
They told me something interesting I wanna talk about or share.
In the womb, my younger brother supposedly was in sync with my dad and I. Maybe, it was my mom. It was like I wanted something and didn't get it. It's like when I came out with blue eyes, my dad was thinking of his French pen pal. My dad didn't care. Why didn't my mom let me have blue eyes?
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:22 PM)
I don't know why you said that. I just want a serious conversation to figure things out and have a good time.
Well, why not have blue eyes? They came blue.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:12 PM)
Do you think anyone else cared about my blue eyes, like at the grocery store?
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:15 PM)
Andre Rieu's youngest son, Pierre, who is more in public than his older brother, seems very opposite of my younger brother. Pierre started out with very light/white blonde hair and very sparkling blue eyes.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:18 PM)
Are there any alternatives? Now's not a good time to masturbate, I think. I skipped my period.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 1 year ago(February 02, 2025 07:19 PM)
…If my dad is nicer than other dads… Does that means he's just different?
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