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IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:12 AM)
I forgot it was 420 as well as Easter lol.
I don't partake. Triggers my anxiety. I miss when it didn't.
I was tempted to ask if I could have.some of their crawfish, but I'm full from the food I made for my family. I had crawfish like a week ago tho. -
IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:20 AM)
I don't know. I don't ever wanna take a chance, espsinc enot only did I get paranoid, I think it's what set off my experience with depersonalization and derealization.
I always have bad reactions to drugs. Depression meds (Wellbutrin) gave me mild auditory hallucinations, disturbing vivid nightmares, and made me agitated.
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HollyJollyHanukka — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:22 AM)
You know yourself best. There are so many varieties for all types of what you want to experience in a variety of methods to use.
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IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:27 AM)
If I ever feel my depression or anxiety get too bad I may give either a different depression med or maybe medicinal marijuana a try. The latter is legal here, and easy to get a Rx. Maybe being medicinal, they'll know what to give me.
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sophieglitch — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:19 AM)
gosh i love creole/canjun cuisine. there was a creole restaurant around the corner that had the best food in Berlin i swear but they closed down during Covid lockdowns or moved away. i was there at least once a month now i miss it
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IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 12:25 AM)
Speaking of Germany and Louisiana, we used to have a German restaurant that closed down. I hate that a lot mmy favorites go away. My favorite coffeeshop went away too and now it's all PJ's (NOLA chain I find to be meh), Starbucks, 7 Brew (weak ass ****), and the only local places are this one place owned by a rich family that owns half the town and the other seems kinda culty. Like granola Christian or something. Kinda hipster meets Megachurch.
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IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 01:07 AM)
There is some German in the ethnic makeup in south Louisiana. That might be why. Sometimes Zydeco music reminds me of German folk or polka.
Kind of related; my mom's grandfather was a German immigrant. I think her other family's German heritage goes further back though. She was full German. My dad's side is a mix of Cajun French and German. -
IsraHell — 11 months ago(April 21, 2025 01:01 AM)
Btw these are the newest neighbors, not the ones I used to hate. They usually don't have loud music, and they recently put it lower. I wouldn't have minded it going on a little later.
I'm gonna hate when they move out unless it's an equally tolerable neighbor. That house gets a lot of turnover. Tenants have been a mixed bag. I niss the cute college girl with the professor boyfriend and the dude from Michigan who always gave us soup mixes he made himself with the veg he grew.
