Can you be over someone, but not fully over someone?
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138 — 2 years ago(April 12, 2023 12:29 PM)
Didn't you tell me he was kind of an asshole?
My first love was kind of an asshole. She even scratched the **** out of my arm one time. Not sure if I told you that.
This one was nice though. Too nice. Conflict avoidant nice.
I'm at peace with it. I'll always have feelings for her, but they no longer hold me back.
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138 — 2 years ago(April 12, 2023 12:33 PM)
Yeah, midsummerseve and forgot the multiple names she used after that.
It's been a while lol. Like about 5 years ago. We tried to stay friends, but it was really holding me back. All amicable, but just too hard to stay friends.
Never took that long to get over someone. If you can even clal what I am over her lol.
We have mutual friends though, and I've heard about her through them. One of her boyfriends is one of them.
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138 — 2 years ago(April 12, 2023 01:25 PM)
I was told you PMed me on slashdot, but it must've been deleted. Do you remember your username back then? Was it really the name youngave because I don't remember you. Just remember you being here.
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138 — 2 years ago(April 12, 2023 12:40 PM)
I've had closure. Right after, not so much. We had broken up before for a few months and got back together, so I thought that was gonna happen again.
I wonder if it would've happened if she was polyamorous back then. Like maybe I wouldn't have been replaced, and she would've just added the new guy.
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