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️ Christina 1986-05-20 
— 5 years ago(October 16, 2020 07:35 PM)That's too bad they don't have good lives. I lost a lot of my dreams. I'm excited about starting work here!
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 5 years ago(October 16, 2020 08:54 PM)
Yea, I'm sort of where I don't want to be socially, like not knowing if I should have a career from college or something.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 5 years ago(October 16, 2020 09:04 PM)
Thanks! I just spent about $25 on a new sling back for work and a makeup bag to put in it. They have small lockers. My dad lets me eat out using his money, only like $10 and even less a day. Some things I'll need as groceries. So, I'm "a happy camper." It's strange how the idea of college went down the hole living here in Orlando, which I grew up elsewhere and moved here as an adult coming home from college. I still do violin on my own but haven't been practicing enough. I guess college was like a bet. I almost wanted to stay home, from before the start, to post online about the new movie coming out in a year,
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
(2005.) Still, I started Music Education and also followed the Performance track, though I couldn't pick an instrument. I feel it's others who have failed me. I had a high scholarship and they gave us too much busywork.
So, yes, this is a new chapter of my life, like when I started leaving my room again after staying there during the day when my family was out in 2007-2010 maybe. I wound up in the mental hospital in the end, and it felt bad and still has some effect on me. My parents think I need medicine, too, or else I'm kicked out though having a hard time finding a place now besides, so I can live when my dad dies. It was sad when my mom died. I wanted to get a good career for fun, but it's like it's always been over since high school was out. The past has been pretty bad, but the future is insecure. I am hoping things escalate and not be bad because of people being jealous over
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
(2005.) I don't have time for this nonsense; my life has meaning, too.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 — 5 years ago(October 17, 2020 02:15 AM)
Thanks!
It looks like a happy place to be! if you make it so.
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Schrodinger's Cat walks into a bar, and doesn't. 
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