>woke up at 7 am after 4 hours of bad sleep
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Archived from the IMDb Discussion Forums — The Watercooler
Brits are tards — 7 years ago(June 30, 2018 06:41 PM)
woke up at 7 am after 4 hours of bad sleep
drink coffee and read the idiot
have to go back to sleep
wake up at noon
read the idiot while drinking coffee, then cleaned my room (no existential benefits detected)
got bored and gave up on the book (mentally tough because it is loved by pseuds who will now call me dumb for not reading it)
went jogging
watched second half of France Argentina match
threw my coffee in the bin because it ruins my sleep
kind of want to binge on junk food right now while waiting for the next match
compromise by going out (sight of Staceys is highly demoralising btw) to go to McDonalds
try to compromise on the compromise by giving myself a condition to follow as punishment for going to McDonalds instead of not spending so much money (I buy two large meals and two burgers for myself)
"My last mcdonalds of the month… No, I'll start working hard on stuff tomorrow… No, I'll give up coffee…"
decide to just have a McDonalds and not have any conditions; I'll just have the ****ing McDonalds; no rules or heuristics that attempt to give meaning or structure to this nihilistic void that I'm living in (and I'd see these life rules as stupid soon anyway, probably in my upcoming caffeine / sugar / carb rush)
currently in McDonalds