I went to a make up party tonight and had my color chart done.
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️ Christina 1986-05-20 
— 7 years ago(August 18, 2018 05:29 AM)I know, but my face was overly serious from not having friends!
You're right, though, I looked spunky, somehow overall. My dad is average and my mom is very short but sorta in shape. I find that affected my self confidence and reputation. My mom is mostly South Chinese but may have Indian and Polynesian. I'm not sure why I ended up being big and clumpy now, regarding some things. I used to be 105 pounds in high school at 5'1". When I was busy and athletic, I could be 95 pounds for a couple days. I'm set to get better. I quit dance so I could grow. I'm using my money to eat out and sometimes get clothes. I'm maybe almost 5'4" at my highest. I need the food for nurturance, too, so my overall image is even more positive and not too gloomy and "ugly." A lotta people here before said I was ugly, but I learned not to worry. It's also sad because I wanted to be a model/actress and probably to have some fun, too. I was 21 or something, when I quit ballet, since the program I was in before was more a waste of time. I went online too and had a great time. I've been denied a lot by casting agencies, and their ads were "ugly.." It's fun to live a full personal life, too. I am so sad I left college and couldn't take singing. Now, I am moving on, doing violin and moving to Germany.
½ S/N Asian (40%+ Chinese) ½ Norwegian/Danish-Irish Swiss (Amish/PA) German French Dutch? French+Dutch Celtic-Irish English-Irish?
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Aoabai — 7 years ago(August 18, 2018 05:27 AM)
That is so cool. You should have invited me. Gosh damn it! I invited you to the **** cleansing thing. Didn’t you enjoy that? Didn’t you?
But, seriously… that is really cool. I’m glad you know a little more about your personal attire. -
Dmitrije — 7 years ago(August 18, 2018 04:27 PM)
Pastor to interpret the Bible for you every Sunday
Makeup Party to tell you what colors are best
Online questionnaire to tell you what diet suits you
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Beelzebub — 7 years ago(August 18, 2018 05:47 PM)
She had a half-formed deep thought beyond her physical appearance the other day when she made her thread about missing the way she used to feel (though she probably just heard the sentiment in a song on her local Top 40 station). But then of course, NZer (an ancient thot herself) swooped in and framed it as "You're just getting older." Close call.
Schrodinger's Cat walks into a bar, and doesn't. 
