I know I can't get out of pain.
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ļø Christina 1986-05-20 
ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 01:41 AM)I felt that way since infancy?
Yea, I was thrown on my own and had to take care of a home, after living in 2 group homes where people get shot, with the guns you can hear outside, and I was almost killed by animal and beasts in both. I had to hurry and move out. My aunt, Joni, said to think this through my next move and the police would be too delusional to help me out of this noisy joint, in the studios which I thought would be like a "tiny home" I guess. I may leave Cleveland if I can afford it or get supported by the law.. which I am eligible
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 01:47 AM)
I need the police, lawyers take too long. The police don't do any work, they just sit there, like military benefits for the poor veterans some in homeless shelters?
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 02:17 AM)
I was somehow abused to stay in my room at home from college, I didn't get to graduate college before my parents died, my aunts and younger brother broke their promise to help me and I need money in the end too, I got starved in the group home for almost a year, I was mistreated at work a lot, and now I'm sick from it all etc. More.
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 01:23 AM)
At least I'm not as distracted as I was before, but most people are many times bounding more distracted than I usually am, unless they are concentrating on "rubicks" cube, Pogs, Yoshi..?
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 01:44 AM)
The medicine made it worse. I lowered my AIC? from like 11 or 12 to like 5-6 just by being at the gym taking 4 classes in a row and swimming several days a week or almost that much.. I am experienced. They starved me in the group home. Like the nice black poster lady Chickaboom wished social services in my country would assist me ā¦ and another nice black girl said since I'm injured tapered off that I should get something by law like it's a big deal, and I tried for "Unemployment" and it's unfair to others I was injured on the job and others with mild psychiatric diagnosis's still get hundreds or maybe over a thousand dollars.
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soapbox original gangster ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 02:11 AM)
i find it difficult to accept your claim that taking a1c meds lowered your dangerously high number all the while you were consuming mass quantities of sugar and carbs.
but taking the prescribed meds,
and
exercising sensibly,
and
following a diet geared for a diabetic are three actions you must take simultaneously to control the effects of diabetes.
some of your other bodily problems flow probably from just having lived a highy sedentary lifestyle for over a decade. -
āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 02:16 AM)
I might see a Chinese doctor.
I used to eat healthy, Hello Fresh cooking meals great for awhile but hard to keep up with as I'm not even a chef, I drank lots of chocolate flavored vegetable drink but tasted so so but not so bad, that also got me to a healthy A1C before moving up to the group homes of Cleveland, in East Cleveland precisely. This was after the days I bused to the gym and made people throw up and laugh to see I didn't buy food there and it's true-
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 07:35 AM)
Be nice to me, but this stress has been too long.
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āļø Christina 1986-05-20 ā 2 years ago(July 03, 2023 07:37 AM)
Sometimes, it's more painful just to lie down, my backbones and my right foot and toes. The foot is sensitive like my palms and finger paddings, and the toe bones hurt and feel vulnerable and twitched a long time ago around when I got diabetes and had moved away from the water and started going out more than hiding in my room online or trying to, home from music school though I didn't want to..
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